Monday, September 1, 2008
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woke up late again..haiz...think i slp too much like a log le...anyway met jw, mh n jen at tpy bus interchange to take bus to the Air Force Museum for e RSAF Open House...bus was quite fast..weather was gd at first...n i was pretty excited abt e open house...cos i get to see planes up close!!! lolz...reached there...need queue to go in lorz...cos got security check..haiz...i long time nv walk past e 'gate' le...anyway e sun is pretty strong today...n btw e time we all past e security check...its 10+ am le...n since e aerial display is at 1030...we went get seat first for e show...so nv see anything yet...
aerial show was nice...but my cousin didnt touched down...haiz..so i can only see him up in e air..then off he goes...back to his campsite...haiz.. after e show went get some food for lunch..jw's miniature lunch cost him $5...omg..so ex...then went to queue to visit one of e planes to take a few photos...n then...
...it drizzled...sianz...
then one of them suggested to go off...cos it's drizzling...
but then we hardly had seen anything...so reasoned w them...raining is not an excuse to leave tat area totally...we can wait for e rain to stop...but not leave..but then nobody wans to compromise...so i suggested..or rather decided tat we go our separate ways..i can go see my planes n they can board e bus n get out of there..
then jw came to find me...suppose e girls ask him to come de bahz..i think...see finish liaoz then board shuttle bus to go to eunos mrt...(i jus realised tat at this pt...when i'm writing this blog tat we shld act take e hougang shuttle bus...since our next stop is chinatown...can directly take NEL down..no need change train..but then its over liaoz..lolz)
then went to chinatown to see some lantern performance supposingly..but then we only walked past...went to eat dessert at people's park...then walk over t o clarke quay n see e display of e 12 zodiac lanterns...after which is dinner...at e basement of liang court...had jap katsu curry rice.. then waited outside e Central there for e evening fireworks to show...fell aslp while waiting...y??
cos i was treated as invisible...wat will u do if u sense tat some one in e grp is angry or not in e right mood?? do u jus isolate tat person n hav ur own fun...or will try to cheer tat person up?? tat makes me think if they even noe tat i'm not happy...or rather...even if they noe...do they noe y i'm acting this way...close frens w me will noe tat i rarely flare up...n also i m v stubborn..n i dun flare up for nothing...i can be v open for things like food or outings...but once i set my mind on something i rarely change my decision..unless u are reasonable enough...but if ppl noe tat i'm v interested in this open house...will u be so dampening to tell her tat cos its raining so we can go off already?? or even say tat we can come again next yr...when u queue so long jus to get past e security...n e place is not v accessible also...y cant we jus walk through everything...i didnt even suggest to go into e display info area..where it states all e history n info of all e planes n air force...if u are so not interested..then can tell me straight..n dun even hav to go in e first place...
i'm thinking wat will happen if one day i jus disappear...contactless...will anybody even notice it...or will i really be isolated...n nobody cares...or will i see who my true frens are..
or mayb i shld jus go for these openhouses n exhibitions w other ppl..ppl who are more interested w these stuffs...
i'm still thinking~
~aLwAys iNvisibiLe~oftEn uNimp0rtaNt~frEqueNtly negLectEd~truLy disaPpoiNted~
please take me away from reality
1:57 PM